One day

I opened my gallery in my phone
I found our pictures together
Smiling holding hands
So close to each other

My mind walked through places
And I saw our favorite spot
A place that you enjoy your fav dessert
The place that you used to hold my hands

Reminds me how we used to laugh together
Sneaking for a kiss under the sky
Holding me so close in your arms
Hugging each other so tight in moonlight

We were so happy together
And I was wondering to life my live with you
To see your face the 1st time I open my eyes in the morning

One day you no longer gave your kisses on my fore head
One day you didn't take me to hangout with your friends
One day I waited so long for your text reply
One day you no longer laugh at my jokes
One day you no longer excited to see me
One day you stop doing everything

I waited for you
I waited for you to tell me whats wrong
I waited for you in the dark and hoping the light will come again

My dark minds consumed me
Left me at night anxiously
Brought my appetite away
Frightened me deeply

I forced my self to smile
Pretending nothing happened
Still hoping everything will be alright
I will get your kisses back
That's what I told me the whole time
Maybe you were busy and stressed with works

I tried to understand you and cheer you up
But I failed
All I had done were nothing to you
There is no longer room for me

Negativity consumed you
What I did was nothing for you
And nothing I could do to bring you back to me

I left here in the full darkness
Blaming myself and how I wish I could turned back time
Alone in loneliness
Crushing into pieces that I wish I wasn't alive